tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-87781435063133824922024-02-20T04:42:30.970-08:00Laughing SanityAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17225664882218949637noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8778143506313382492.post-74168448235116783462014-09-05T21:20:00.000-07:002014-09-05T21:20:06.205-07:00TwoStupid day. Draining. Went back to Arkham to see the doctor. Wrote me a new prescription and discontinued another. Same old song and dance.<br />
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Migraines are the theme for today. They never let up. Easily the worst day yet. Do I relay that to my loved ones? No. They're worried and stressed out enough. I just give them a generic 7 on the pain scale and call it a day.<br />
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Our oldest son decided to mouth off and refused to listen to my wife. I was in the bathroom listening to it all. Wife said she was too tired to deal with it, so I informed him that there would be no electronics of any kind for him tomorrow due to his actions. I let the wife know what I told him. She looked like I had done something to inconvenience her. I guess my role as a disciplinarian is over just like every other role I once held in this house.<br />
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It's cold outside. Hooray.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17225664882218949637noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8778143506313382492.post-86051086198419951702014-09-04T09:51:00.001-07:002014-09-04T09:51:35.070-07:00OneI'm thinking that if I write this all down, someone may stumble across it and may be able to get insight as to what my brain is doing. I have no plans to end my life at the moment, but my mind changes swiftly. I suppose in many ways I'm dead already.<br />
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I have severe depression, anxiety, panic disorder, and now migraines. I've never dealt with any of this before. I'm 35. It came out of nowhere. I can't work. I can't be a husband. I can't be a father. I use "can't" to imply that I have no choice. It's final.<br />
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These posts will be disjointed at the very least.<br />
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Still breathing today.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17225664882218949637noreply@blogger.com0